In the moment

In the moment

Monday, December 23, 2013

Lesson from Oz: The great and powerful


Do what you do best and you will fulfill your purpose.

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"I may not be the wizard you expected but I might be the wizard you need."

Monday, December 16, 2013

Ho ho ho!


High school friends. Getting fat is like our thing. You could feel bad about the fact that you are, indeed, gaining weight each passing day and yet, you end up laughing about it because you all are... and you all have to deal with it. If only you could laugh your fats off.

So, yeah, I've been meeting up with my high school friends and I'm loving it. I love how we have become more matured since high school and I love growing up. I'm really happy. I guess that's the key to happiness. You gotta love the process; the process of growing up.

On another matter, I think I got tired of being the shy and quiet girl. I've become more outgoing and more at ease with my friends. For the record, this was the first time I grabbed the mic in a karaoke session with friends. I got tired of just watching people have fun. Although I haven't totally outgrown the lessons I learned of being a good girl (i.e. I don't drink), I've loosened up and now I'm having fun. I hope you're happy too.

Monday, December 02, 2013

God's Children

I don’t like how Yolanda has turned me into a 'tambay’. In fact, I think I’m one step closer to becoming depressed each day with nothing to look forward to and with an average of three persons to interact with every day. So, I thought I wanted to get my creativity running, you know, make art (although I’m not exactly much of an artist). I just have to do something. But I’m not even that motivated since creating without purpose is just pointless. Then, I thought about God’s creation of the world. Why did He want to create us? How could He be as motivated as He was as proven by the beauty of His work? Then, it occurred to me. It’s the same reason people would want to have kids.



Now, I don’t know all the reasons why people would want to have kids but as for me, I think I want to see someone go through life’s stages.  I want to see my child grow up with equal experiences of joy and sorrow and end up a victor by living a full life. Call me smug but I think I want to be someone my child can turn to when everything seems bleak; to be the source of encouragement given that I have been through everything that the child is going through and tell him/her that everything is going to be just fine. Then again, I’m still young.  I haven’t had any real thoughts on having kids yet. All these reasons I have might change. 


The point is that God wants to be a parent to us. The problem is that, in time, we become His rowdy teenagers and stubborn adult children. We neglect Him because we’re good on our own. We think life is all about getting what you want by making every night a party or making a fortune. But God continues to be a Father to us; waiting for us to come home to Him. He keeps waiting for us to tell Him about how we enjoy the blessings He sends us every day. He always wants us to talk to Him even only in our most convenient time. We simply forget everything He gave us (including sacrificing His begotten son).


To be His children is all God wants from us. He is our good and loving Father who would welcome us with open arms if we just come back to Him with a contrite heart regardless of how much we messed up with our lives.